Today I write with anger, sadness, and frustration.
I know I am not the best girlfriend but I know what I want and what will totally put me off. I tried very hard to restrain myself from feeling that way. I make it clear as I do not want any unhappiness. But why don't my voice be heard? Why do I have to be placed in the same situations time and time again where I have to put on a fake smile and shut my mouth, reassuring you that I like it but deep down I know I don't? Is "ok" the only the only thing you can say?
I felt very unhappy, and my chest hurts. What's the purpose of it all?
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