Friends or just a tool?

Hmm... as you can see from today's title, my post is going to be a thought-provoking one.

Well, all these years I have this mindset that for friends, I can go to great length to do whatever to please them. However, as I grow more mature each day, I guess having alot of friends is not anywhere better than having a few good ones.

I said that because of personal experiences. Friends which you know for years may not ended up to be your true friends. Friends which you know in recent years can be people whom you feel comfortable with.

Well sometimes I feel that friendship is finding the right shoe. If you find a good pair, you can walk comfortably in it and yet maintain them in good condition. However, if you start abusing it and dont bother to clean them every now and then, you will realise that you are the only one feeling comfortable and soon your shoes will wear off and then blisters and aches will come.

Haiz, let's come to this point. To a certain friend out there, am i being used too much? Why is it that our every meetings has to do with you and just you. Why is it that I am always the one compromising? Ended up, i appear as the bad guy but don't you think your requests are too unreasonable?

I hope you think about this.