Mixed feelings

I know i should have blogged about my trip.. But seriously, there are just too much to do. I had 700 pictures waiting to be uploaded and u noe how long it can take.. And i dun liek to upload things.. Ya, alot to share.. Realli nice pics taken.. Teh backgrounds for most pics were all beautiful places. and yes, i start to miss sydney.. If u ask me to go there and study, i dun mind cos u can adapt easily. what i am refering are the food and the lifestyle.. Ok for me, but the only prob is the sky turned dark so early.. so scary man.. I will blog abt that soon..

in fact, u can see that i chnage my blog pic, this pic is taken by me! Very nice rite, with the sun and the clouds... i just happen to snap it in the coach while on my journey down Blue Mountains.. it's worth going too.. very beautiful.. i even think to myself that i have never seen clouds as beautiful as these! except those that i saw on the plane of cos...

This week is good and bad.. let's start with the bad news, i made a serious mistake at work the other day.. something which i shouldnt have done, considering that i am always careful while doing everything at work. Let's not go into details but all i can say is that the situation has been salvaged and it is not all my fault tooo. so i told myself that from next week onwards, i will think carefully before i act, dun always assume things. Dun know just ask. I realli got a scare when they point out that i made a mistake cos since my contract started, i have not make any mistake at all. I was thinking to myself "this time confirm die le". Luckily, i have an understanding supervisor.. Thanks Louisa.. thanks for trusting me..

Good news came kind of contradicting... The following day after the mistake, while i was doing smear, my big boss, seow came and stood beside me.. he gave me a shock man! SHould talk dun talk, Once wan to talk, just appear out of nowhere! Hahahaha..

Ok, he was saying,

"I heard u were a model student in school."
"Huh? what did u say? What model?"
"Alvin say u are very good, a model student in school!"
"Realli ah? He must be joking la!" Deep down, I was grinning to myself! HAHAHAHAHA
"Come, i show u the email."

And there i followed him to his room and he showed me the email.. Mr seow said that he wrote an email to mr poh to let him know that he is converting me to full time staff and poh wrote back to thank him la.. Something like Thanks for informing me and i am pleased that someone from tp is working at ** ah, then Sally is a role model and class representative so on.... Wah, i tell u the feeling is shiok man! just one sentence and it made my day! Realli, my hard work and respect have been paid off... most importantly, the sadness that I have felt have disappeared!

Every now and then, i ask myself y is it that the future that i have visualised for myself changed at the last min. EG. I said i wan go to JC, but ended up in POLY. I wan to get a degree, but ended up working?

But i tot to myself, maybe it's heaven's will, if i followed my original route, i may not be as carefree or happy as i am now, maybe i will turned out to be a BOSSY SMART ALEK whom Hugo Boss wouldn't even wan to endorse.... WAHAHAHHAHAHAH

ok enuff of all this lame stuff, I have cut my hair short again! No patience, my hairstylist say..


Enjoy ur Dumpling Festival!